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11:37 am
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Everything I learned
Everything I learned I learned in college. Well okay that statement is not true, but I did learn a lot and as I am in my last semester here I am kinda getting reflective so bare with me.
I have learned how to make the kinda of friends that last longer than one year or only during the school year. The friends I have found here and on the internet that I have actually met (Jason and Jesse) I love like they are family. It will be sad the day I leave here knowing that I won't be coming back to school here next year.
I learned how to be a friend. I now know that friendship has to be both given and received you can't call someone your friend if they don't really like you.
I learned that I'm smarter than I thought I was. I putt myself up to a challenge and while I don't know if I have past my own challenge I have tried and even if I fail I succeed simply because I tried.
I learned that winning isn't everything, but trying and doing the best you can is. While you may fail at something that life throws at you as long as you gave it your best shot and everything you could give it you still won.
I learned that beauty really is only skin deep and that true beauty is in how you treat others and your actions not in how you look.
I learned that books can teach you many things, both school books and others, but you need to live to and not hide inside a book.
I learned that you can't always escape your problems, but with a good support system you can face them head on.
I learned that while you may lose a friend they are still with you some how.
I learned that life isn't easy, it is hard and scary and sometimes lonely, but always expensive and worth living.
But what I really learned in college was how to be myself. I didn't know who I was before I came to school here. I was whoever I needed to be when I was around people. I found who I am, and discovered that I like who I am. I learned that when you like who you are than others will like you too. I have found soul mates here (not the romantic kind) people that I connect with and who understand me and accept me for the weird bookworm that I am.
I did do a some school learning in my four years here, but it is the other learning that I did that I think made it worth everything.
Thank you to all of my True Friends for helping me learn everything I have learned and have yet to learn. I love you all.
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10:52 am
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GRE
Well this is what I can say about them: They are over for now!! I should have studied more, but I always should study more. Also I was almost late for the freaking test and was worried that they wouldn't let me take it. I forget that stupid time change everytime I have something to do in Bismarck. It never fails I was going to give myself plenty of time so I wouldn't feel rushed well that went out the door when I got into my car and realized that I had to be to the test place in an hour and fifteen minutes with a hour and half drive. Whoops!! have no fear though I made it in time and everything worked out. What does this mean for my future? I don't know. Hopefully I can still get into graduate school because I have okay grades, am planing on writing three kick ass essays and will have to very good recommendations (I hope). But worry not my friends for last night (or early morning not sure which) while I was trying to get to sleep I came up with a plan. That is right I have a plan and I may tell people but there are certain people I don't want to know so if you want to know ask and I might tell you.
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04:16 pm
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Sometimes I think It could only happen to me
I'm sitting here in my apartment when I'm suppose to be in class and i'm pissed about it. Why didn't I go to class than you might ask well that is simple. Because I can barely walk. Yep what a way to start my new and last semester here with an injured foot. Boy does it suck. Nicole Has brought it to my attention that I am getting to the end of this segment of my life and it kinda scared the living crap out of me. I don't' know if I'm ready. I'm scared to leave my group of friends and were I feel comfortable. Scary!!
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09:25 pm
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So HAPPY
Right now I am so freaking happy. Why you ask well let me tell you. I met the most amazing guy. He is so sweet and someone that I can actually talk to. I have never met anyone like him. I met him at a bar in minot. And we just hit it off from there. He is super tall and makes me feel as short as heather (no offense heather). I don't think that I have ever felt short in my life. He says the sweetest things, and like me for who I really am. He doesn't care that I love baseball and sports, in fact he said he would even change his baseball team because I didn't like his. Most guys go running scared when I mention that I love sports, but not this one. He like just to hold me and when he does I feel that nothing can go wrong. The only problem with Mr Wonderful Is he lives in a different town. But if this is ment to be which I have a feeling it could than there will be away around that problem. I haven't gotten to talk to him since thursday and that makes me sad because he is so interesting to talk to. When we met in person we talked most of the night. that has never happened to me. If I'm repeating myself I'm sorry but he makes me really happy I almost can't think. I just thought you all should know!!!!!!!
Peace out,
Michelle
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03:46 am
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Poems for class not good but...
Written for two of the best people I know
Shall I Compare Thee…?
Shall I compare thee to a wondrous novel?
Reading you is so easy.
I love learning the main and subplots.
You are one of the main characters in my story.
You are the rock I build my story around.
As with a good book I won’t forget your plot.
The best part is your story won’t end quickly (at least I hope not).
Your genre I can’t determine comedy romance mystery little of everything.
Your plot is like the ones of my favorite author.
I never want this book to end.
You are the spin off to my book.
Shall I Compare Thee…?
Shall I compare thee to the male in a novel?
You are the hero in my story.
The one that I will never marry.
The best friend who hates all the guys but the right one.
The one I turn to in a time of need,
My rock my stronghold.
You keep me sane (I don’t know how).
And tell me like it is (thank you).
Advice always offered always taken.
I will love you till the end of this story.
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07:22 pm
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I want to kill him
Okay I put up with a lot of crap from a lot of people. I don't know why but I do. Right now I and kinda hurt by a friend of mine who is in a group with me for a project. He seems to think that he doesn't need to show up for class. Okay I can kinda understand why he didn't show up today it isn't like we were doing anything important. I swear if he doesn't show up when we start filming I'm going to be really hurt and very disapointed. I wonder if he would do this if it wasn't me in his group. In a way I'm not surprised it seems that people feel free to walk all over me. I never really used to mind because I was just being nice but lately people are taking advantage of my niceness. I mean it is the little things, but I just can't take it any more. Why does it always have to be me that feels like they do everything? I'm not saying that I do everything but I seem to do a lot and it all seems to go unappreciated. It is just expected. Well I'm done ranting talk to you all later.
Peace out
Michelle
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12:48 am
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about me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Michelle
Birthday: Jan 19 1984
Birthplace: Minot
Current Location: Dickinson
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: I think is is brownish redis blondis
Height: 5 feet 10 inches
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German and Norwiegian
The Shoes You Wore Today: none
Your Weakness: Books
Your Fears: Losing my friends and dying unloved
Your Perfect Pizza: Extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: good grades
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: what day is it
Your Best Physical Feature: smile
Your Bedtime: whenever I'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory: If I miss it how can I remember it?
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: doesn't matter to me right now
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Niether
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: Yeah
Do you Sing: Not very well
Do you Shower Daily: you bet I do
Have you Been in Love: nope not true love
Do you want to go to College: I'm in college and I want to go to grad school
Do you want to get Married: Sometime to the right person
Do you belive in yourself: Starting too
Do you get Motion Sickness: na
Do you think you are Attractive: not really
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: My mom yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah especially with certain people
Do you play an Instrument: Nope wish i could play the guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no month just started
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: unfortunatly no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i think so
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no but they sound good
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope i live in Dickinson get real
In the past month have you been on Stage: not unless the camera counts
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not a chance
Ever been Drunk: you betcha
Ever been called a Tease: Not that I remember
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: With my family and friends around. or really dramaticly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Writer and Librarian
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green or blue
Favourite Hair Color: doesn't really matter as long as it looks good on them
Short or Long Hair: depends on the guy
Height: taller than me would be nice
Weight: doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: whatever makes them feel and look good
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: three
Number of Tattoos: zero but i want one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not sure if i didn't do them than I wouldn't be me now would I
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09:02 am
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Why I do what I do
Over the last few days I have had many people ask me why I read so much. To tell you guys the truth until Friday I don't think that I knew the answer to that question I was told at least four times that day that I read too much. I like reading therefore I see no problem staying up until all hours at night reading. Than when I was shopping at the mall with my roommates (and bored out of my mind) I used the phase I was drug away from my books. It was than that I realized why read in the amounts that I do. I read to escape life. Others do it by drinking or alcohol or even sports. I escape from life by reading about someone else's even it if is fiction. You see life always turns out good in books (well there was that one book but I mean that was one book) the right people end up together everything is the way that it should be. I know some people don't understand what I'm saying, It isn't like I'm shutting off my emotion, definitely not I feel what the character is feeling. Maybe this might help. When I was younger I wasn't liked by many people and I got grounded a lot so the few friends I did have I wasn't aloud to hang out with. I couldn't do anything when I was grounded except read. And when you are grounded for three months in a row whatever it is that you find yourself do to pass the time kind of sticks. During those three month I was introduced to books. When I read them it was like seeing a movie in my head. (I used to think that was the way for everyone only to this year find out not everyone see movies.) So ever since I was in fifth grade book have been my friends. Some of my best friends. You see finding books was a gift from God. Though high school I was not well liked but I always had a book in my hand. The two semesters I worked in the library at school that was my favorite hour. I would sit in the back of classrooms and read a book while teachers were lecturing (still do that today) those were the best times of my high school career. I had teachers ask me if I liked the book I was reading (whoops) but none of them gave me a hard time because I still did good in my classes except weird as it is my lit course I hated them. I didn't read any of the books we were suppose to in 7-10 grade English. It wasn't until my senior year (I didn't take lit my junior) that a teacher wrote home and told my mom that I was failing. They didn't understand why I was always reading it just wasn't what I was supposed to read. The first book I ever read in full of a class that wasn't for a book report was To Kill a Mockingbird. It changed the way I read things I gave them a little more of a chance then the first coupla pages. Sadly I didn't read all the books that year. I simply could not read The Grapes of Wrath I got to the chapter about a turtle and I gave up. So there you go people that is why I do what I do I have been reading for 12 years and I don't plan on stopping. I like the book high I get when I read a well written novel. I love experiencing someone else's emotions besides my own. Most of all I like that books are a constant. They are always there. Sure I have non flaky friends now, but there are still times when I feel as though I don't fit in. But with books I always fit in.
Peace out
Michelle
coming soon why waldenbooks rocks!!!
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01:15 am
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Thoughts
So I went to Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire again tonight. Let me just say this before I get to the thoughtful part. That movie is amazing and I love it. Okay the only reason that I meantion the fact that I went was because of this phrase: The time will come when we have to choose between what is right and what is easy. I have now seen the movie five times (I know nicoleI am a loser), but everytime I ahve gone to it that line has stuck out. It wasn't until tonight that I actually remembered most of the way it was phased. Tonight it got me thinking how many times we take the easy way out of things. We go along with what our friends are doing even if it is something we don't think is right. I mean okay how easy would it be just to stay around here for the rest of my life. I have friends here I have a life here that I really love. But that isn't right for me and I know it in my heart. There is something more out there for me and my friends. We are all meant to do great things. Nicole, Ryan, and Heather they are meant to mold young minds and teach them things. Briett is meant to give the world a new twist with her writing and well her just being her. Cass is ment to show us different ways to see things with her camera. Wally well I'm sorry wally I don't really know what you are ment to do except be Wally. One of my best friends Jesse, yeah he is meant to rock the world. I'm not sure how yet, but I know he will. My cousin Jess she is meant to change lives, Not quite sure how yet, but I know she can. My other cousin Amy well she is meant to keep Jess and me in line and then take us other it. My brother yeah he is right up there with Nicole and them and the molding of young minds. My sister-in-law Ann she is suppose to help animals, she is really good at it too. The wierd thing is though that I know what others are meant to do and I don't know what I am meant to do. Oh I know what I am suppose to do with my life, but compared to everyone else... It doesn't seem like I'm meant to be anything more then the keeper of books. Which people don't read as much anymore. Which leads me to another point.
Don't people realize what they are missing? Reading can take you to so many different places. I mean this last week alone I have been in New York and been a reporter for two different newpapers and cartoonist and worked in human resourse. Not to mention a laywer and oh yeah I saw the dead and went back in the past and accidentally came back with the body of the person that I fell in love with as a ghost. I did all that in a week. Is there anything else besides reading that you can do all those things in one week? I don't think so. You can't say a movie because it isn't quite the same it is hard to get lost in a movie. I have never had a movie high, but book highs I get those almost once a week if not more. (don't know what a book high is look it up in this blog). I really wish more people would read. I know what you are thinking that is what i'm supposed to do with my life get people to read. ummm no because in order to get people to read I would have to be a teacher and that is just not what I want to do with my life. hmmm I think that is enough ranting for one night. TO all my friends I hope you choose what is right and not just what is easy because you are all better than that!!!
Peace out,
Michelle
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12:31 am
[Link] | TELL ME ABOUT YOU
1. Name::
2. Birthday::
3. Place of residence::
4. What makes you happy?::
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last?::
6. Do you read my lj?::
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it?::
8. An interesting fact about you::
9. Celebrity you want to snog::
10. Favorite place to be::
11. Favorite lyric/line from film::
12. Best time of the year::
13. Best album of 2005::
14. Where would you take me/where would you like me to take you on a date?::
RECOMMEND
1. A film::
2. A book::
3. A band,a song and an album::
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me::
2. Two things you like about yourself::
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you.
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12:09 am
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feeling inadequate
I was feeling great earlier today. I was just hangin out with my roommate that is here, and hurting a little (a good hurt) from my workout last night when I went to Hilltop Holiday. Hilltop is a variety show put on by the universities M.E.N.C. When I saw my friend dance with the girl he is "seeing" and in my opinion she wasn't that cute. But she was skinny and could dance. This made me feel inadequate. Because well I very much can not dance like at all. Also I'm not skinny by far. I am who I am, and I like who I am but this girl who is FOUR years younger then him has captured his heart. This makes me wonder if there is any hope for those of us who really are big boned. grrr I hate this feeling!!!!
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06:40 pm
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Message in a Bottle
I'm watching the movie right now. I read the book this summer I believe. How wonderful to have someone love you that much. I don't know if you have read or watched the movie but it is so good. A love story like I have never seen. It is like two stories in one. One a man that loves his wife so much he writes love letters to her even though she died.And two he falls for a woman that found a letter and searched him out.
How wonderful it would be to have someone write you letters like that even after you have died! I wish that for all my friends and myself. Not the part where the person they lose the person they love at a young age. No the part where they love each other after their true love dies.
My grandma is like that. She still loves my grandfather. You can see it when she talks about him. Life has gone on without him, but even though I never got to meet this wonderful man that my grandma loves so much, I feel as though I know that man.
Love is a wonderful thing my friends. Even though I have not experienced romantic love like some of you have. I have a special kinda of love that I never thought I could have had. The love of friends that love you. I have found in two nights of talking with one of my best friends that love of friends is more important then the love of someone that may or may not be your true love. So I'm tellin my friends in this blog that I love you guys!! I have no idea who I would be had I not met a single one of you. And I love all of you enough to write letters to you even after you are gone.
Peace Out,
Michelle
Get lost in a book
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07:42 pm
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overwelling
Wow!!! Let's just say that right now I'm a little overwelled by this whole graduating in a year thing. It is wierd I was talking to my brother online today and I told him that I want to go to grad school for a library science degree, but I didn't know how to find a school that had one. Then he got quiet for a while. I guess he was looking in to it for me because he came up with a couple websites for me to look at. Let me just say this "My brother is AMAZING" he was telling me all this stuff I should do like talk to my advisor, make sure I have the right classes to get into the school I want. He told me that I should start this now to make sure that I have what I need and don't have to waste anymore time. Man I am so glad that my brother is my brother because he knows a lot of stuff about school. Plus he is just a great guy!!!
I am pretty sure this is what I want to do with the rest of my life. Be a libriarian that is. When I tell people that I want to do this most people have said that it is like the perfect job for me. Those who don't are just being smart-alek and say I can't do it because you have to be quiet. I think that this is what I'm suppose to do. I really do. I think that is would be cool to watch someone discover books for the first time. To see someone have those book highs (see previous entry). I think that would be one of the coolest things to witness. Kinda like when a teacher sees someone actually understand something that they have been trying to understand.
I don't know if this even makes sense to anyone. But I don't think that it really even makes sense to me. As I have said in a previous blog the hardest part of graduating is going to be leaving my friends. Then last night I was reading a book and came across this quote "True loves may come and go in your lives, but your best friends, those are the people who will be with you throughout your lives, the onewho will stay with you." and it got me thinking: God put these people in my life for a reason. My guess is because it was time for me to make friends that love me for all my wierdness and bookworm tendences. Like we accept all of our friends for their wierdness. Like Briett, she just is who she is she calls radishes rasberries and we just think hey that is Briett. Cass says wierd and random things, but that is what we love about her, especially now that she has stopped censoring herself. Nicole has talent up to the heavens, but she never rubs it in anyones face. Plus if you need someone to talk to she is an amazing listener. It seems to me that everyone in our group as a role to play. I am the rebel I guess, but I don't consider myself a rebel. I am who I am and finally okay with that.
Wow this started being about graduating and has just like blossomed into this long refective thing that I had no idea I was even thinking about. I know I didn't mention everyone when I was talking about my friends up above, but don't think that I don't like you as much as the others because I love everyone but there have become too many to mention. That makes my heart fill with joy. Mostly because before I met the people I now call my friends I had no idea what it was like to have someone like me and not want to change me. Thank you all for that :D It makes me happy beyond belief.
Peace out,
Michelle
Get lost in a book!!!
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11:50 am
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Book Highs
Earlier this week I experienced something that I didn't have a name for until Tuesday. I experience it a lot too that is the wierd thing I guess. I have come to call this experience a book high. Now there are two kinds of book highs and one isn't as powerful as the other. There is the high you get from smelling a book. Man I love that smell there is just something about it. There is no other smell in the world like that one. I had one of those highs this week too. It was wierd because I was reading the book and I kept smelling something. It wasn't bad but different. Something that wasn't usually in our apartment. When I brought my book closer I smelt it it still smelled like the book store. I have had it sitting in my milkcrates for like two weeks. I have never had a book that kept the smell that long they usually lose it once you leave the book store. That is the first and not quite as strong book high. The second one is a little harder to describe but I might as well try so you know if you are experiencing it. This high makes it hard to fall asleep. It puts you in a good mood for the next day if you read it at night. In order to have this book high you have to immerse yourself in to the book. The charactors feel like they are your best friends. one way to determine if you are having one of these is you feel all of the emotions that your friends in the book are going though. When the book ends it often feels like you lost you best friend. But if it was a happy ending you feel amazingly happy and good. Well that is the best I can do and it might not be like that for everyone. Maybe I'm just a wierdo. I love books though. I want to be around them for the rest of my life. When I can't see anymore I want books on tape and a book just so I can feel like I'm reading it still.
When I was younger books were my best friends. I could disappear inside one. I have traveled to many places fallen in love many times and had my heart broken often. All without leaving the comfort of where ever I happen to be reading. Now I actually have friends, the good kind, and book are no longer needed to be my best friends, but they are still near the top of my list. There is something about a book. It doesn't care what you are wearing, if you look cute, if you are loud or quiet. It doesn't care if you have left it for a year and are finally going to pick it up again. It is there for you. It just wants you to finish it's story sometime, or over and over again. Now I ask you: How can you deny such a simple request?
Peace Out,
Michelle
Get lost in a book!!!!
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10:37 pm
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Hello
Hi everyone I just thought I would write a note because tomorrow is my birthday and I am very excited. I love my birthday!!! I'm really excited for this one because most of my friends will actually be here for it this year! So we are going to celebrate in style! Cass and I and a bunch of other people are going to go out and have some drinks!I only have one class tomorrow so it will be a good day. Speaking of classes I love my classes this year! I have intro to film where we get to watch movies every class. Video Productions where I get to make different movies. 2D design which is just going to be fun because I love the teacher. Graphic Design three sounds like fun because the teacher just seems great and fun. Then I also have color guard which I haven't had yet.
So yeah I am entering my 22nd year of my life and I feel great about it, well except the fact I have a cold. I mean really I don't know how my life could really get any better, okay a boyfriend would be nice but not a necessity, I'm a very cute person, I'm fun, have a sense of humor and may have finally figured out what I want to do with my life!! Seriously I also have the most amazing friends in the world. I wouldn't trade them for all the money in the world. My family is amazing too. My brother is the coolest and his wife is even cooler. My mom is the great person I have ever met, well besides my grandma, and I have a couple of the coolest cousins that are some of my best friends.
Well that is about it for me today i have to make sure I look cute tomorrow so there for I need to take some cough syrup and get so sleep.
Peace Out,
Michelle
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12:34 am
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My cousin
My cousin Jess, who has cancer, has found out more bad news. She has cataracts and also has to have a tooth pulled. She is so amazing. Not only is she fighting the cancer, actually she has become cancer free recently, but still has to have cemo, but she has lupus too and loads of other things. SO not only is she doing all of those things but she is also a full time student!! AND she is also only twenty years old. All of these things together would make her amazing but there is more. If someone asked her how she is she just says good. SHe has this amazing prospective on things. It is like she knows what is important. It isn't having a boyfriend, or making in a lot of money. No Jess has taught me that the important things are family and school. I see how much she wants to do things with her life and I wish that I felt that way. Sometimes I feel as though I'm just here at school because. Don't get me wrong Jess wants things that girls our age want. She wants a boyfriend, but she says who is going to date a bald girl. I say to that who wants someone that would not date a bald girl. She also seems to want to set up one of my friends and me. I don't know why she doesn't even know him just his dad. I don't know what else to say about Jess except that she is the best friend that I have ever had, well her and Nicole but i have known jess longer, and she deserves to be able to live a long life. I hope all that read this will take a moment and think about here and if you want say a prayer for her.
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[Link] | I don't know how many of you read this still but I thought I would update itwith what I just wrote in my myspace.
I just wrote this huge email to my father telling him how I feel and why I feel that way. I think I amy have just opened a huge Pandora's Box. For those who don't know I have lots of problems with my dad. I suppose if you want to hear about them I will tell you sometime but you would have to ask. I have been hurt by him since like the ninth grade, I don't mean physically more mentally. So basically I ended up crying while I was writing this to him. I want it to do some good but I don't know if it will just make him be like well since she feels that way then I just won't be a part of her life. Which isn't what I want at all. I see all my friends and how good a relationship they have with their fathers and I want that with mine. I understand that they all have different situations, but that doesn't change the facts. I want a relationship with my dad. I want to one day if I ever get married to be able to have him walk me down the aisle. and HAve that special Father/daughter dance. But the way things are right now I would have those things just because that is what my mom and brother want. If I were to get married tomorrow (no chance of that happening) I woudl rather my dad not even be there. I would have my brother walk me down the aisle and have a Brother/Sister dance instead. Maybe this is all in my head because I watch the Rosanne episode where Darlene get married and Dan has a heart attack. I don't know but that is the way I feel and I don't know what to do about it. I am also very scared that dad will call me and then I will have to talk to him which I don't know if I'm ready to do yet.
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10:16 pm
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I'm a bad person possibly
I got mad at one of my best friends today. I'm not exactly sure why. Yeah I do he was messing with the scooby doo that Ann gave me the first christmas that her and Brad were going out. Now I feel really bad that I yelled at him. I have tired to call him but his line is busy. My guess is that he is talking to his girlfriend. I don't know why I blew up at him. Maybe it had something to do with respect, I feel as though he doesn't respect me or my stuff that much. That really pisses me off. But My friends are over now and I'm going to watch the movie. I still feel like a terrible friend.
Current Mood: moody
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12:27 pm
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Had some time
So yesterday was my birthday!! Yeah me I made it to 21. I had the best day ever! My friends Cass Moos gave me the only legal drinks she could, because she is only 20, three candles that smell like drinks. hehehe. My roommate gave me a really cool fish, a betta, I named him Ted. My mom called me at 5:30 AM!!!!! My time and was like well I was going to call at five thirty and I was like Mom it is 5:30 my time. Then she was like well I guess it was a good thing I didn't call when I woke up then. Then a uncle of mine called me at like 6 my time but my phone didn't ring I heard a voice mail beep and after that I shut my phone off. Only to get another voice mail from my cousin. People kept calling me the whole day it was nice but started to get annoying after a while. At lunch one of the music girls decided to tell the whole cafeteria that it was my birthday and they should sing to me. Some did others just looked at me it was funny. The only person that I didn't get a phone call from was my dad. I guess he sent me a e card but is that really the same as a phone call??? I think not. My best friend and another friend both text messaged me while I was at work. I was surprised that the one girl even knew it was my birthday. My refs last night were great because they came early to help me set up. They also wished me a happy Birthday, one of them was even going to bring me treats but forgot. Oh well when I got back from work was when I found Ted I was so excited I wanted a fish for our dorm room so Nicole got me the most energetic one there. YEAH NICOLE!!! Ted was not his original name it was elroy but I decided that was not a good name for him so Ted it is :D
Well now I am 21 I guess I need to figure out what to do with the rest of my life perhaps.
Current Mood: ecstatic
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09:18 pm
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Nicole
Nicole is my roommate. She is also one of the greatest people I have ever met. I got the privilege to make her day today all I did was give her a stuffed pig and chocolate. It was her christmas gift I just gave it to her early because she is a music major and therefore next Friday she has what they call judging day. That means that Nicole has to get up and sing and play the piano in front of all the teachers that teach those. So she is going to be stressed and at times like that every girl needs a stuffed animal and chocolate.
Current Mood: cheerful
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